Since the Summer I have been dreading the idea of putting bathing suit on. One, because of my stretch marks and two, because I am still not at my pre-pregnancy weight. Would've had 7 pounds to lose, but I gained some weight in Florida. Anyway, It was too hot and I had to give in and not give a F**K. I should be proud of myself; I lost 50 pounds! I've always been a curvy girl and I love that about me. I could never be super skinny and quite honestly I don't think I could ever get there even if I tried, I love eating! I also have not worked out since Gavin, well maybe once. I find it pretty hard to find time for it and when I do, I just want to relax and spend time with my family OR maybe take a nap. So for now Gavin will be all the workout I need.