GREEN TUBE TOP

7.18.2018

Wearing: Forever 21 tube top (similar tube tops) | Rag & Bone jeans | Bronzallure earrings (similar earrings here) | old Zara sandals

DAY BY DAY

7.17.2018


 These photos were taken on July 3rd, but I am just now getting a chance to post. My anxiety has been through the roof and I just want to feel better already. I hope someday to be able to open up to you guys about everything I have been going through, but I will tell you it hasn't been easy. As of now I am just fighting. Fighting every single day to feel fulfilled, healthy and happy. Though I love the outfits and photos that I post, sometimes I don't post them right away because it reminds me of what I went through that day and I try my best to avoid it and block it so my anxiety doesn't escalate.

I am taking it day by day and praying that some day I will be the Delmy I was once before.
And on that note I hope you are having a beautiful day, full of love and laughter.

XOD


 

LOVE WRAP SLIP DRESS

7.10.2018

Wearing: Free People dress | Zara sandals (old)

BLUE CHAMBRAY DRESS

7.02.2018


It's been 6 days since surgery and I've been having some on and off days. On day 3 I actually felt a bit better, so I started to move around a bit. Well, I should've never done that. The day after I woke up with a lot of pain and heavier bleeding. Today I am still in pain and moving slowly. I am so anxious to feel better so I can clean my house. It's driving me crazy! I also want to enjoy this weather at the beach! But I am trying to stay positive and be grateful for the fact that my surgery went well and that hopefully soon I will start feeling like my old self again. 

I believe these photos were shot a day before my surgery. I was feeling so down, nervous, and so scared. I kept thinking about a nightmare I had the night before, so I wanted to get dolled up and get  out the house, because I didn't know what was going to be ahead of me. But here I am and I am grateful. 

Hope everyone is staying cool in this 3 digit degree weather!

@DELMYRIVERAM

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